but before you get too concerned, know i'm perfectly fine. yes, the new job adds stress but its not anything that i haven't had in my life before, and life is quite grand. ... of all things, its just a build up of caffeine!
what has happened is that i've decided i could use a coffee in the morning and then a nightly tea with my flatmate...so now, the caffeine has done its job. its built up and now its time for me to experience the 'uncomfortable' part of a regular anxiety attack.
i'm going to miss my nightly tea....i guess i could just invest in decaf (again).
although what else have i done? i got new glasses...so now, i haven't had caffeine in 36 hours, i'm getting the jitters and the headache, now followed by eye strain as my eyes adjust to my new (albeit lower) prescription. but damn, i look good.
oh what i have done to myself...luckily for me...i'm working out again so 20 mins on the trainer will kill it. sigh. if it didn't feel so gross to be me right now, i'd be laughing. bloody tea.
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