i'm off

Talk about a mixed bag of emotions. I'm extremely excited, there's no doubt about that, but also doubtful, a touch nervous and scared, sad that i'm leaving my babes behind, but happy and hopeful at the same time. i feel like i could cry at the drop of a hat, and then break out in hand clapping and jumping up and down. it's an emotional roller coaster i wouldn't wish on anyone. i think the last time i felt similar to this was when i was 17 and moving out of my mom and dad's house in blairmore to go to the UofC. Although that time, I was moving out with my best friend. This time, I'm flying solo.

one thing i always knew but learned very hard with this temporary move to london is this: be careful of what you wish for, because along with the good parts are all the tough parts you have to endure as well.

but it builds character, right?

one more tough 1/2 day with madison and jonah, and then i'm off for my year long adventure. i don't know what the next 357 days holds for me, but whatever it is, i'm going to give it my best shot.

so, air kisses to everyone!!!!